This is my brother John when times were better. I have lost uncles and others, but never a brother. This is hard and i can only wonder how MOM and DAD are doing, they are both not saying much. When i found him dead Monday i let my oldest brother tell DAD and my sister tell MOM. I have spent everyday at his house cleaning and doing my part to take care of everything. I was closest to him and i am in charge of getting the house ready to sell. It was in his will to sell everything and pay the hospital bills first and then give his kids what was left. I must tell you that at Fifty one years old i thought i was strong and could handle anything, I have never been this depressed.
