My condolences on your loss.
I’m retired and I have a machine shop in my back yard. I’ve been helping some Engineering students with a prototype and while I’m working on it I keep track of my time spent with hash marks on one of the drawings. I got up to 18 hours and suddenly realized, looking at the marks,
that’s how many folks I’ve known that are now dead from Covid.

I thought about marking up a T-shirt to sort of memorialize them and then had 2nd thoughts about that.
The folks I know that aren’t vaccinated, and refuse to consider it, are mostly in their mid/late 50s and have some quasi political beef about it. My brother offered our cousin $1k to get the vaccine but she won’t do it.
All I can hope for with them is that these new mutations get less and less severe.
Thanks for letting me vent.