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« on: July 05, 2017, 07:58:59 AM » |
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What’s For Desert?
“Where ya going after InZane?” I got that question many times at our recent ‘spiritual conclave’ in Billings, and it never failed to produce a smile on my weathered, aging face… I wasn’t being flippant; but, “I don’t have a clue,” was the only honest answer I could offer… Truth is, I didn’t have a clue, not even an inclination… Well…
Actually, I did know what I wasn’t going to do. I was not going to return to that recliner that even now conspires to lavish me with comfort and ease in exchange for whatever vitality and ability I have remaining to be out here in the backyard. Perhaps there will be time for that when I’m unable to do this anymore, but until then… you know…
I have this mental picture of an hour glass… my hour glass of life. There is much more sand in the bottom of that time measuring device, but the upper chamber is not empty just yet… I still have a few grains left, so I can’t afford to waste even a single one. A funny thing about that…
Many folks I talk to think of my ‘journey’ as some self-indulgent, hedonistic, playtime adventure. I do admit there is an element of that, but there is so much more… Fact is, the pleasure is secondary… No, no riding for the sake of riding, as good of a reason as that would be; this is the ‘desert’ of my life… all that has preceded it was the main course…
Work, struggle, pain, self-doubt, disappointment, heartache, joy, triumph, success, and love are all part of the drama… and, I would argue, essential experiences. The path to self-satisfaction and self-respect is not through comfort, ease, and the avoidance of pain and effort. Indeed, I believe those higher aspirations we all seek can only be found precisely by experiencing and overcoming hardship and challenge.
Booker T. Washington is credited with saying, “It’s not the level one achieves that defines success in life, it’s the distance one travels…” Whether or not he did say that, those prophetic words resonate loudly with this pilgrim! No degrees, pedigrees, titles, acclaim, nor wealth can measure a person’s worth…
All that has led me to this point has been the laying of a foundation and the erection of the structure that is this person. Now it is time for ‘finishing school’, the synthesizing of all the inputs, insights, and perspectives into some semblance of a whole… My reward for a lifetime of preparation, perhaps, will be a small glimpse of ‘truth’ and genuine understanding… I do love my life so!
DDT
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