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« on: June 20, 2020, 08:16:03 AM » |
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Just pondering all the possibilities and potential rides to do out here! So many wonderful options in all directions… so few I haven’t done already… No risk of not enjoying them or finding new discoveries, though, as none have been done too recently to have become overly familiar… still… It can be plum overwhelming and/or downright bewildering when just casually scanning the map. Nothing ‘speaks’ to me in situations like that, and nothing ‘new’ beckons us to come hither…
Naturally, I’ve become a frequent checker of the weather forecasts… Rain is the biggest bug-a-boo this time of year, and it is something I do try to avoid. Once in a while, though, it finds us, and… we deal with it. Heat is also a concern… No problems on that score lately, however… well, other than its absence has caught me woefully unprepared on several occasions… that being under-dressed for the coolness encountered! I’ll take that, however, as I find that situation far more preferable than coping with extreme heat!
Sometimes it pays to just stop in place and take some time to reflect and patiently allow things to unfold. I’ve never found it best to rush to judgement about anything or to attempt to ‘force things’. If the spirit ain’t moving and a ‘vision’ or hunger is not guiding us, then… chances are we’re just spinning our wheels and ‘making do’ when we actually have an important purpose and meaningful reason for being out here. Don’t get me wrong, there is much to be said for random, directionless meandering, and we’ve certainly done a great deal of that… Even then, however, there was a purpose of sorts, and new discoveries popped-up constantly…
So, I now find myself… back in a rut. Jerry and I were touring areas unfamiliar to him, so that did provide much stimulation and ‘direction’ for our travels. I poured over the maps and weather forecasts daily, and I constantly found myself planning in relative detail most aspects of our ride. That was necessary for the type of ride we were undertaking, and it did supply (force) considerable structure to everything we did and place we visited. He has now had to return to his normalcy, so that leaves me back where I usually find myself…
I know amazing and surprising new experiences will unfold, and wonderful new things will come into focus in their own time. It is time for me to just shift gears back into normal mode. I no longer need to micro-plan or to become frustrated over not having a spot on the horizon or timeframe at which to aim. I’m going to take some time off to reflect, ponder, soul-search, and rest. I’ve rented an apartment through Airbnb in Butte, MT, for eight days, so…
During that time, I will continue to pursue learning to properly grill some ribeye steaks and fry some bacon… I ain’t really bad at those, but I could surely use some more practice! During that interlude, more than anything, I’ll re-evaluate my situation and direction in life. No worries, mind you, I’m actually ecstatic about every aspect of my life! It’s just that the picture is clouded at the moment, and… I just need to readjust my frame of focus and thinking generally back to the mindset of ‘no plan, direction, or objectives’. In the meantime…
My recent partner and I said our farewell the other day in Rawlins, WY. He headed east back toward his responsibilities awaiting him there, while I… followed our girl’s front wheel somewhere. I wandered off more or less westerly and northerly, but I had no clue at all where we might be headed.
The scenery was spectacular, the temps most appealing, and the rain was nowhere to be seen. Near perfect! However, my mind is not in the right place just now, so… That’s why I’ve relied upon an old fallback option I’ve employed several times in the past… Just stop and consider, and adjust my frame of reference back to a more normal line of thought… I’m excitedly looking forward to whatever wonders the future will bring… I just don’t have a clue at the moment what those might possibly be…
DDT
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