Sorry to hear that Squatchmo,
I can relate. I took a job paying LESS THAN HALF of my income, after being out of work for almost 2 years. My wife was laid off at the same time. she took a job paying less also. 0nly income rolling in was unemployment, which wouldn't even pay my utilities and groceries.
Now we both have medical bills rolling in and each have a $3000.00 ANNUAL deductable.
My life has changed and I understand, not the same world I grew up in.
Real sorry to hear that, hope things improve

I wouldn't want to put a price tag on your baby, I had the same thoughts but am sickened at what my bike would SELL for. I'll keep it. Best of luck to you.