So you quote a man maybe on manhood that was rejected from birth, mother was deranged, gave (him) the son away to ex-slave the father never acknowledged him accused the mother of sleeping with other men and lived in San Fran and went to Berkley even then a liberal. He actually never got over his fathers rejections and the mothers suicide attempts. At the time of his death, he suffered from dysentery, uremia, and late stage alcoholism; he was in extreme pain and taking morphine, and it is possible that a morphine overdose, accidental or deliberate, may have contributed to his death.
I don't know why you would quote a man on manhood that had these kinds of issues in his life, yet say that you know the Lord. From the ramblings you sound about as coherent as this man. While writing was the thing he did for a living I would not consider this mans advise on living a good life.
He is about as broken a man as you can find. The song Jethro Tull song Locomotive breath comes to mind.
Psa_34:17 The LORD hears His people when they call to Him for help. He rescues them from all their troubles.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jack_LondonAccording to Flora Wellman's account, as recorded in the San Francisco Chronicle of June 4, 1875, Chaney demanded that she have an abortion. When she refused, he disclaimed responsibility for the child. In desperation,
she shot herself. She was not seriously wounded, but she was temporarily deranged. After giving birth, Flora turned the baby over to ex-slave Virginia Prentiss, who remained a major maternal figure throughout London's life. Late in 1876, Flora Wellman married John London, a partially disabled Civil War veteran, and brought her baby John, later known as Jack, to live with the newly married couple.
The family moved around the San Francisco Bay Area before settling in Oakland, where London completed grade school.In 1897, when he was 21 and a student at the University of California, Berkeley, London searched for and read the newspaper accounts of his mother's suicide attempt and the name of his biological father. He wrote to William Chaney, then living in Chicago. Chaney responded that he could not be London's father because he was impotent; he casually asserted that London's mother had relations with other men and averred that she had slandered him when she said he insisted on an abortion. Chaney concluded that he was more to be pitied than London.
London was devastated by his father's letter; in the months following, he quit school at Berkeley and went to the Klondike.Jethro Tull Locomotive Breath
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJkmHQ2q--IOne last thought we are not maggots according to God. Dirt, sheep, maybe but we are created in Gods image. We are sons and daughters of Christ adopted in through the Blood of Christ. We have an inheritance and a helper in this life. We are more than conquerors and can do all things through Christ who strengthens us. We die to the flesh daily but take up our cross and call on the name of the Father and He will deliver us. The very power that raised Christ from the dead is the very same power that God gave us in His Spirit to live. He is the Comforter and the one who lives in us and through us to help us accomplish the things the Father has set before us. We are not waves tossed here and there by every whim of life. We are not to live in bondage to man to drugs alcohol, hurts rejections or any demonic power. These are all lies of the enemy and if accepted will result in in conquered life. Jesus was our example, He accomplished what He was set on this earth to do. We all have a life and a purpose do it with the power and conviction that the Lord has provided.
Deu_30:19 "Today I have given you the choice between life and death, between blessings and curses. Now I call on heaven and earth to witness the choice you make. Oh, that you would choose life, so that you and your descendants might live!
"The truth of the matter his advice is almost worthless"
and I would have to question yours if you think his had value